La frontera entre el sueño y la realidad

Sueño con oler el vacío, bañarme en una nube en mitad del cielo y ver tus pensamientos, entremezclándose con tus temores...

Sueño con ser capaz de tocar el vacío, de probar el sabor de un trueno en una tarde tormentosa, de entender tus labios cuando no me hablan...

Sueño con ser incapaz de ahogarme en el agua, de ver mi muerte antes de encontrarla, de perderte...

Sueño con un mundo sin coches voladores, sin dinosaurios de los que salir huyendo, sin un yo sin ti...

Sueño con llegar a ser un artesano de ideas, un corrupto por la felicidad, un mundo para ti...

Sueño con soñar que soy un sólo hombre en un mundo rodeado de personas, que los demás me ven como yo veo mi reflejo en un espejo, que te dejas caer en mis brazos, y me besas, y somos felices...

Sueño con ser el superviviente a la muerte, la nota que no se dió, el mundo donde quieres perderte...

A veces, dejo de soñar, y hago mis sueños realidad.

Baltic around thoughts #7: I'm going to look at my future in the eyes even if it doesn't want

Back home.

I'm going to look at my future in the eyes even if it disagrees, as I wrote as title. And I'm going to get everything I want. Everything. The more difficult something is, the easier I'll get it. I'm sure of that. Because I met myself on those roads that I left behind. On those benchs where I cried alone. At those corners where I hid myself from the humanity. Because I have discovered what really matters and who really matters. Because now, you, past, are past. Just that. And me, present, am going to leave straight to the future. Because I met it. Now I know how to reach it. Now I've could leave that well where you threw me away.

I'm going to look at my future self in the eyes, and I'm going to tell him that I'm ready to begin. That I go towards him. That I'm not alone anymore and I've learnt how to walk my own road. I know that when I get it, it will be different of who I see. I know and I've learnt that life is like that, that's what's worth of life. Because I'll meet myself but it won't be my actual self. It will be my improved self. Wiser. More mature. Older. That's what's worth of past, that you learn what matters and what doesn't matter and what you must fight for and what you mustn't fight for at all.

Of course I'm going to face it because... because I have so many things to thank to few people. And because few means also important.

Baltic around thoughts #1: Red Lights

In Stockholm Airport.

I have never believe in casualities. All what happens has a meaning for me, even the most ridiculous thing. Finding a red light or a pidgeon trying to crush into us, can be signals of we are on the wrong path. Or on the right one. Leading your fate according to these little details that most people don't perceive is what give that spark, that emotion to life, and keep it away from boredom and routine.

But life changes and the perspective from which someone looks at it also changes. Now I feel the need to see that red light, to crush into that pidgeon that will change my path, changing my fate for sure.

Now I know that the red light is really leading my fate. I have spent so much time following the white light, expecting that something happened, but finally that red light has been what has transformed, maybe not my life, but the way I am going to face the rest of my life. As I said, casualities do not exist, hence when you see that red light or when you crush into someone or something, you must stop there and take advantage of the situation, because that will change your life.

La vida es lo que nos va sucediendo mientras esperamos que sucedan otras cosas.

Dream

Dreams are not what you imagine when you are asleep. Maybe sometimes. But almost always dreams are made when you are awake. When you are alive and you can be aware of what you are thinking. We always think dreams are hard to reach, however most times they aren't. They seem really hard and far away because we are not used to get them, also because we are not aware that we reach (and that we have) other people's dreams.

Inte drömma ditt liv. Lev dina drömmar.

Los sueños no se consiguen quedandose en casa y esperando, los sueños se consiguen saliendo a la calle y caminando siempre en la misma dirección, sin importar los obstaculos que se nos atraviesen en el camino, sin importar que por momentos nadie nos acompañe, porque todo llegará. Si sales, si luchas por un sueño, tarde o temprano, fácil o difícilmente, lo alcanzarás. Tú puedes, yo puedo, y juntos lo lograremos antes. Un saludo.