I'm going to look at my future in the eyes even if it disagrees, as I wrote as title. And I'm going to get everything I want. Everything. The more difficult something is, the easier I'll get it. I'm sure of that. Because I met myself on those roads that I left behind. On those benchs where I cried alone. At those corners where I hid myself from the humanity. Because I have discovered what really matters and who really matters. Because now, you, past, are past. Just that. And me, present, am going to leave straight to the future. Because I met it. Now I know how to reach it. Now I've could leave that well where you threw me away.
I'm going to look at my future self in the eyes, and I'm going to tell him that I'm ready to begin. That I go towards him. That I'm not alone anymore and I've learnt how to walk my own road. I know that when I get it, it will be different of who I see. I know and I've learnt that life is like that, that's what's worth of life. Because I'll meet myself but it won't be my actual self. It will be my improved self. Wiser. More mature. Older. That's what's worth of past, that you learn what matters and what doesn't matter and what you must fight for and what you mustn't fight for at all.
Of course I'm going to face it because... because I have so many things to thank to few people. And because few means also important.
